Thursday, August 20, 2009
"What should I do?" This is the question that has been bugging me since I don't know when. Then from this question comes "What course should I take?", "What institue should I go to?", "Should I work first then study? Or take a part time degree? Or study first?", "If I work first, then what should I work as?" LOL. So many questions. I believe that at one point of our lives, we will encounter these questions, for some people. For the lucky ones, their parents are loaded enough to pay for everything that they don't have to worry about paying school fees on time and stuff like that. Money is just there for them. I envy these people... I think some people will never understand how diffcult is it to work and study at the same time.
Anyways, back to my point, all these questions hanging over my head, but no answers... yet. I know God will eventually give me an answer but when God? How long am I suppose to wait? Or have You already given me a sign but I missed it? Right now, I feel more or less like a parasite. Sit at home and do nothing... Not contributing to anything and still using resources...
I need answers...
Anyways, back to my point, all these questions hanging over my head, but no answers... yet. I know God will eventually give me an answer but when God? How long am I suppose to wait? Or have You already given me a sign but I missed it? Right now, I feel more or less like a parasite. Sit at home and do nothing... Not contributing to anything and still using resources...
I need answers...
I believe in happy endings...9:36 AM.
