Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Here I am, back to square one. I finally stopped procrastinating and sent and email to the person in charge of the course I'm interested in... And I found out that I am not qualified for the course. But I probably can take the other tourism courses. But my mom probably wouldn't want me to. After the higher diploma, I have to leave for Switzerland for 6 months, to study there. She prefers that I complete my studies in Singapore. I prefer that too... So, right now, I'm pretty lost.
The funny thing is, I don't feel as disappointed as I thought I would. Did I not want it enough? Or is that not what God had intended for me... Maybe, that's why I'm not feeling too bad about not being able to get into the course I want. If it's the later, then what does God wants me to do?
I thought of a few options:
1) Do nothing - Don't think that is going to happen. God will want me to do something, right?
2) Be a writer - Okay, I like writing and I have written quite a few stories (they are all online...), but I don't know...
3) Continue baking and maybe someday, I can have my own bakery - I like this, but it seems so far fetched...
Help! Someone give me a map! I totally lost...
The funny thing is, I don't feel as disappointed as I thought I would. Did I not want it enough? Or is that not what God had intended for me... Maybe, that's why I'm not feeling too bad about not being able to get into the course I want. If it's the later, then what does God wants me to do?
I thought of a few options:
1) Do nothing - Don't think that is going to happen. God will want me to do something, right?
2) Be a writer - Okay, I like writing and I have written quite a few stories (they are all online...), but I don't know...
3) Continue baking and maybe someday, I can have my own bakery - I like this, but it seems so far fetched...
Help! Someone give me a map! I totally lost...
I believe in happy endings...9:14 PM.
