Tuesday, January 5, 2010
I got Weiwen's LONG email this morning and to tell you the truth, I'm quite shocked/surprised that she wrote such a long email. Coz she's usually kinda lazy... I'm happy that everything's working out for her and let's hope things work out for me too.
And like her, I'm praying for my baptism this year. Been with the cell for about two years now (around there la...) and nobody ever purposely went to collect baptism form for us, or at least for me, and I believe it's a sign from God. Everyone says it's easier to get baptised after you turn 21, because you don't need your parents' consent, but isn't it better to get blessings from your parents when you want to take such an important step in your life? So, everyone... Please pray for me. Coz I really want it!
This morning I asked myself a random question... If I were to compare myself to an animal, what would I be most like? And my answer was: A porcupine. Why? Because I'm scared of getting too close to people or people coming too close to me. Most of the time, I end up getting hurt. So, I'd rather be a little distant/anti-social and build up walls/barriers between me and other people. I think that's why I like staying at home, and being alone. And porcupines are kinda like that right? You can get close to them, but not too close. Unlike dogs, you can hug them, you have to keep a distance from porcupines. That's how they protect themselves, and I guess I'm doing that too...
I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to be distant but it's so easy to crawl back to my cave and hide and be alone...
On a lighter note, at the end of the month, I'll be going for Encounter camp with Jenny, Amanda and Weiwen... Still don't know how's our guide. I'm excited for it and I can't wait.
RANDOM-NESS
I'm having a margrine. It's bearable... But if you ask me, I'd rather not have it. I mean, who would want to be in pain, right? So, yeah. I'm kinda angry because of it...
END OF RANDOM-NESS
And like her, I'm praying for my baptism this year. Been with the cell for about two years now (around there la...) and nobody ever purposely went to collect baptism form for us, or at least for me, and I believe it's a sign from God. Everyone says it's easier to get baptised after you turn 21, because you don't need your parents' consent, but isn't it better to get blessings from your parents when you want to take such an important step in your life? So, everyone... Please pray for me. Coz I really want it!
This morning I asked myself a random question... If I were to compare myself to an animal, what would I be most like? And my answer was: A porcupine. Why? Because I'm scared of getting too close to people or people coming too close to me. Most of the time, I end up getting hurt. So, I'd rather be a little distant/anti-social and build up walls/barriers between me and other people. I think that's why I like staying at home, and being alone. And porcupines are kinda like that right? You can get close to them, but not too close. Unlike dogs, you can hug them, you have to keep a distance from porcupines. That's how they protect themselves, and I guess I'm doing that too...
I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to be distant but it's so easy to crawl back to my cave and hide and be alone...
On a lighter note, at the end of the month, I'll be going for Encounter camp with Jenny, Amanda and Weiwen... Still don't know how's our guide. I'm excited for it and I can't wait.
RANDOM-NESS
I'm having a margrine. It's bearable... But if you ask me, I'd rather not have it. I mean, who would want to be in pain, right? So, yeah. I'm kinda angry because of it...
END OF RANDOM-NESS
I believe in happy endings...2:30 PM.
