Friday, March 5, 2010
There's something wrong with me...
You know how when you're a child, you're excited to see you parents? You run to them, you think of them all the time and you ask for them. When you grow older, especially when you become a teenager, your relationship with your parents grow apart. You just don't seem to want to see them as much as when you were younger... Or even sometimes, you don't even want to see them...
And I think it's the same thing with God. When we're a young Christian, you're excited about God and you're just hungry for him. But as we grow, our relationship with God changes... Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse... And right now, I think my relationship with God has changed for the worse. I just don't feel Him anymore. I don't have this hunger for Him... What's going on with me? I know He's always there for me... But that's just head knowledge; my heart doesn't feel the same way.
I'm in some serious trouble , aren't I?
You know how when you're a child, you're excited to see you parents? You run to them, you think of them all the time and you ask for them. When you grow older, especially when you become a teenager, your relationship with your parents grow apart. You just don't seem to want to see them as much as when you were younger... Or even sometimes, you don't even want to see them...
And I think it's the same thing with God. When we're a young Christian, you're excited about God and you're just hungry for him. But as we grow, our relationship with God changes... Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse... And right now, I think my relationship with God has changed for the worse. I just don't feel Him anymore. I don't have this hunger for Him... What's going on with me? I know He's always there for me... But that's just head knowledge; my heart doesn't feel the same way.
I'm in some serious trouble , aren't I?
I believe in happy endings...8:30 PM.
